it has been already 14 days of my free-day, yet i didn't feel anything has passed at all. the feeling when you know time is still counting but, well, all you do is let it happen that way. to be honest, i am enjoying my time a lot, but i do realize that i have been being so unproductive these days. eat-metabolism-sleep is my hell of daily activity. i am just flowing through the river that makes me really forget about anything, (hell yeah, holiday truly changes you into a caveman) i feel absolutely in peace, do what i do, dont have any single plans, just go through the day, wasting my time on the couch. i am sure i am gonna add more weight and getting my fat-formed-face even worse.
so, enough of my embarassment confession. actually i am fine with that but, damn, i am a repentant sinner *wipes tissue*. i should have done this-and-that. imagine how many things i could make within 2 weeks being at home. God. i remember one of those quotes, "if you can't do any good, remain silent is better", but here is the problem, i didnt do something good nor being quiet. sometimes i fill my times doing sin and inappropriate stuff. i guess i've just made a mess. now i am confused about it.
what i learned is do it as early as you can. i was having a lot of things in my mind and getting a lot of plans to do for weekend, but have you ever skipped one or two of those list-to-do you've made? you knew you'd got a lot of leisure times buy you didn't scoop it all up. that is what happening to me right now. by now i should have made one from those cooki recipe i have, create a something cute with polymere clay, get done my unfinished drawing, and else. that it is. that is my plan, but it wasn't going well because i do a lot of procrastination. trust me, procrastination is like maybe a common phenomenon, i guess. but it is not good. it kills your time, and by the time you save your day for later, someone is working on it. lazy is ok, but doing it all the time is not cool.
hehe, start making this blog is also one of my first move. so, i hope it will turn out to be good. have a nice day!
